Again..

Bz for whole day.. finally i back here and blog again..

These days, my heart seems to be getting worst.. Everyday bully me till i cant stand and have to take the stupid medicine. Even after take, still pain. Seems tat doesnt really works. Last nite, again i took. Then i feel so sick and sleep be4 9P.M. till this morning 9 something then awake.

Previously i very scared of this sickness coz it might end up go for operation. I not making up the story but it was said by Doctor Wong. He's a heart specialist in Kuching. As i know, there were 2 cases which the same sickness as mine. 1 of them is now a normal person having a normal life. BUT.. The other 1, passed away not long after the operation. This means tat, 50 50 la.. I ever very scared of the operation, I rather suffer for it coz I scared i'll lost someone IF the operation fail. But now, even though I din take the risk, I had lost her. So, now just depend on the situation. If really have to admit for operation, just go ahead. How's the result be, it nothing much different to me.